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Well....i HATE that i cant change somethings aboutt his journal...but sumthings wont fuckin budge damn it!
Current Location:
at drews daddys...still...hehe!
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
pissed off pissed off
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
evil voices he ha he
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lastnight i rolled for my very first time!!!!!!!!!!!! it was drew & me ofcourse...and gary and anna, and we rolled balls nigga! anywayz.....i was thinking...okay...everyone wants me to not be w/drew...well...i am addicted to him just like my aunt says. first step to recovery is admitting. but my recovery can be with him too. im tired of ignoring my heart. its crying out to him and i kn ow he loves me. ofcourse other ppl think that he and i arent good together but thats because they havent been alone with him and me...weve done everything together and weve fell asleep holding eachother while we were crying. weve done crazy things together...weve been on adventures like no one ever has....together. so dont fuckin tell me hes not the one for me when i look at him and feel it inside. apart of me is missing when were not together. i love him even if its right or wrong. so fuck whoever talks shit they dont know about! we lived together for almost a year, sharing everything together. pain...happiness...excitement....we had hard-core...passionate...sexy....beautiful sex babay!!! woop woop.....and im a hard person to please under the sheets...but he makes my eyes roll back and my toes curl. AINT NO OTHER MAN LIKE MINE BITCHEZ! I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU EVEN LOOK AT HIM. HES MY OBSESSION. ILL LOVE HIM UNTILL AFTER I DIE...TILL DEATH DO US PART. FTW
Current Location:
My Babuz House
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
accomplished accomplished
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
my babay chewing on tator tots
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well...lastnight was kool...at first. got my "bestfriend" mary jane...hehehe...and snow. so...joey, drew, & me wanna go back...and i told them inside i felt like we would get pulled over and we did. we werent posed to be in those apartments. so we got searched and i hid my shit and i wanna go see if its still there or w/e. but i think the pig found it...damn it. but it was under a rug, so i got lucky it wasnt on me. but...im at joeys right now. i still love drew cuz we lived together for almost a year and shared everything together...but he started hitting me and it rele doesnt feel as if hes honest w/me. i feel like hes lying about...everything. i know hes ok w/out me. and its so weird cuz i was staying outside w/him if we couldnt be together any other way...and wherever he would go...i would follow. but...i moved all my shit in my aunts. everyone is shocked cuz destiney dont get told wut to do. but...i have to get my life back together...and i stopped doin the shit i was strungout on. ive done it twice sense ive been trying...but it was a mistake. well...its friday and i dunno wut 2 do. all drews shit is mixed in w/mine and everything reminds me of him...but theres only one person i can trust now...one person i can tell anything to...one person who wont lie to me...it's joey. hes kickass and i dont dought any fuck'n thing hes told me so far. i trust him further than possible. haha dont even make sense does it?¿?¿ hes in the shower right now but imma go so when he gets out i can tthim. well...peace.
Current Location:
JoEyS House
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
confused confused
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
....not shit
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Oh yeah...you like wut im kissing in my icon picture over there...Muuuwwaaahhaahahaha!!!!!!
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
high high
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Hello all...well i dunno wut i wuz doin last time i updated but it prolly wasnt wut im doin now. i dont know if i told u guys my mom died...but ive been living life in the fast lane...(if u kno wut i mean.)im not proud of the things i have done l8ly. things u would never think an 18 yr old wouldve done...i have done it all. i'll be 19 this month. uum...yay?¿?¿ Im not look'n forward to it. well...except ill be buying my own damn cigaretts damn it!!!! anywayz...im at joey's house. my aunt wants me to come live w/her and i could have my own room...a car...internet...and shit. but i dont like being tied down and i HATE explaining myself. i say wut i want ya kno?? but yeah, im still w/Drew Crain SO HANDS OFF!!! mmmk....buh-bye.

Devious Destiny
Current Location:
Joey Whitaker's hizouse
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
high high
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
"very merry unbirthday" Alice in w/l.
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Hell0 all...well im at my friend Ashley's<3 hizouse! Drew & i had a big fight 2day so i havent seen him sense this morning. but he needs to learn his lesson. anyways...im bout 2 get ash a journal on here so0o....bye.

Current Location:
Ashley's crib
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
awake awake
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
...well im not sure wut noises i hear
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Hey...well, i havent been online in awhile. my mom died...if i havent written it in here already. that was hard. so, i dropped out f the beauty collage...and moved in with Drew. im proud of myself b'cuz i finally got off that drug i was on and i did it by myself. i did sum stoopid shit lastnight, but im kool 2day. im at my friend's, Ashley's. anyways...i rele miss being on here. i never knew what i had till it was gone. i had my own room, my on phone line, a computer, anything i wanted. i went from that, to having to fin for myself all in a few months time. it  sux dude. now i have to be an adult, and look out for me.  i'll be 19 in nov. and my dad is is prison again. my whole family has fallen apart. my fav. ppl died and i dont talk to the rest. except my cousins and my aunt. well...guess imma go. i love u all.
                                                                                     Love, Destiney

P.s. im writing a book about my life, and its all real and it tells everyone how crazy my life has been. im in ged classes and i cant wait till u guys see it.
Current Location:
Ashleys house
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
blah blah
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
not shit
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Aaron stayed last night and i wuz so wired from methedones. heh.
 i slept like 3 hours this morning. 
well....were all going  to drew's mom's to swim and cookout! yay...alittle fun b4 i get locked up. 
but yeah anyways, imma go for now. 
love u all.
                                                              Des
Current Location:
home hehe
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
sleepy sleepy
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
margie talking to meh
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Dude....Bill ...(Drew's Ex bestfriend) sucks ass. a few weekends ago...Bill said..."yall come spend the weekend at the river in my little camper trailor and we'll party, cookout, and drink." well, hell yeah, sounds great. ok, Drew was gunna work with him and shit. so we stayed up all thursday night at bills and layed on the porch, cuz bill played it off and said "damn dawg i forgot my keys but ill get'em tomarrow. before sunrise, we went so they could work. after that we went and it was getting dark, and we got stuff to cook out....and had fun. so0o0, we woke up the next morning and got bitched the fuck out by his mom. well, today bill ...(The Buggaboo) came to pay Drew and we all went to taco bell, and mcdonalds. bills phone rang and he disapeared, drew and i look up and larry and margie (drews parents) pulled up...pretty pissed off. and they said that bills mom came and got him and hes not allowed to hang out with us anymore, cuz we broke in her shitty ass little peice of worthless bullshit!!!! and WE DID NOT FUCKIN DO THAT GODDAMN BULLSHIT! BILL IS A STOOPID LIL BITCH AND HE'S "INLOVE" WITH ME, BUT..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....he doesnt even compare to my baby. hes fake and a ugly mutha fucker!!! lmfao! anyways.........we got methadones tonight and they suck ass. i dont feel anything.....well...heh im wired. Aaron's tire blew to peices tonight. Margie and i have been sitting up talk'n. Drew & Aaron (muh cuz'n) just got back. but yeah i rele need to go to school tomarrow. 4real....i dont think im gunna tho. but were goin swimming tomarrow! yay!!!  but im afraid of going to jail. i pray to god i dont get locked up again. well...................i guess imma go for now. i love u guys.
                                                                 *The*Bitch*Yall*Luv*2*Hate*~*DezzyBoo*~*
Current Location:
home sweet home heheheh yaya finally!!!!
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
awake awake
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
my lovies talking
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Damn...Damn...Damn...Damn!!!! Last night, Drew, Matt, Derek...and me got planks.  Well...we always snort our shyte so...we did. Drew passed out and Matt & I staggered into the living room and was hugging margie (Drews step mom)...and i was fucked up...so i dont remember anything after that. and as a child i was melested...and im worried that matt might have dun something to me b'cuz i woke up wearing a completely different outfit than what i was wearing when i could function. heh. but anyways....i am so inlove with my baby, Drew. He's so sweet. i could never be with anyone else. hes so different from anyone else. he's the only male i would even consider. im naturally a lesbian. but being with him....ive learned that "LOVE" is love. i sometimes forget he's a.....guy. hes like my ....."IT" and i know i sound crazy. Well... shallow bitch fucks would never understand and i dont give a fuck! but....he shows me that whats inside matters. dick...pussy...no dick...no pussy....love is love. and im so inlove. i couldnt ask for anything more. well.................................he and i could.....but being together....were happy.

                                                                          Luv u all. 
                                                                                        *~*Dessy*~*N*~*Drew*~*
p.s. time 4 a little bitty quicky!!! Waaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahaha! j/k im bout to eat sum pizza!

Current Location:
home...hehehehehe
I Feel So0o Fuck'n:
hungry hungry
*Im Hearing Noises Like:
muh baby crunch'n on crackers in muh ear...lol
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